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I need an advice!

Okay, so I’ve been friends with this guy since college, but we’re not really that close. It was only last year that we started seeing each other on a different light. We went out like 3 times even though we were both aware that we’re both in a relationship. We talked, laughed, hugged and held hands but we never really admitted on liking each other. Then last November, we stopped texting each other because his number didnt work anymore. It was the onyl way we could talk. I dunno what happened. Then last week, one of our friends saw him and got his new number. I asked for his # from our friend and texted him last thursday. He replied asking who I was. When I told him it’s me, he didnt reply again. Until now. I am so hurt. I feel so rejected. What could be his reason? :(

I HATE SUMMER

because it just intensifies the feeling of being fat. Arrgghh!!

It’s been more than a year, but I still think about you.
I’m still hoping that I would get to see u again.
But I know I can’t because there’s no way.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
 

MASQUERADE by featherandleaf

Here, your absence is a celebration.
I dance to their tune.
Past is on oblivion.
Covered faces and pretensions.

A blessing and a curse.
My trembling lips pursed.
I, with this beautiful mask.
For you to come back, is all I ask.

Let me leave this place.
Let me show my face.
Break my disguise and run.
For I cant pretend to be numb.
 

He’s a flicker of light in a tunnel. So far away.

⠀

PURPLE

I see the purple shirt I wore

The day I let you walk thru my door

It sits quietly in my bed

Reminds me of the tears I shed

Like a room without a bed,

Like a dress with a loose thread

I feel awkward, I feel thrown

I feel pain thru my bones

Like a witch without her broom

Like a child without balloon

My eyes search for you in every crowd

Tried to scream but no words from my mouth.

I seek your breath, I seek your stare

Remembering this alone is unfair

Though it hurts I close my eyes

And dream of you again tonight.

01062013 JBT
I’M SAD :(